Can't think of a perfect title

A friend text-ed me. I ignored the alarm clock. My bed didn't want me to escape. Laziness is my best friend. Couldn't use the car. I'm avoiding some awkwardness towards some church mates. Parking lot maybe full. What else? These are my excuses today for ignoring my dedication to God. I'm not boasting em' and not proud not even at ease.

I can't understand my situation, my body's need, and why laziness wouldn't want to leave my body alone and do what I'm ought to do. Shall I say, It's all in the mind, true that. But I don't really know.. And to be honest I hate to know that God is starting to dislike me, well I assume, with my unpleasing attitude recently, I didn't bother to doubt at all. So this morning isn't good at all I can't add good to my morning even though every thing seems to be right, but carelessness befriended me and I accepted it's gratitude, pfffttt. hate you!